Time Flies and slips away

 Time flies.. as they say it. True. It has been a rough journey, and I thought (and still do think) that motherhood is tough. Yes motherhood is tough, and breastfeeding is tough. Juggling house chores and baby is tough. Listening to baby cries is tough. BUT, when I looked at my baby Iman, and I forget all about all the tough stuffs. There's nothing more calming than looking at a healthy and happy baby. When my baby Iman smiles, or asleep, how I wish the time stops. Because that moment will pass, and it will become only memories for me and my husband. How I wish my baby, will remain that sweet, that cute. Because it is the most beautiful, most calming of the soul. And yet, the time will not stop.

My baby, how I wish you could see how much you mean to me and your daddy. How I wish I could forever protect you. How I wish I could always see you. But time will pass, my baby will grow up. And one day I have to let him grow up and be the man he wants to be. I must learn to let go someday. I pray to the Al-Mighty Creator, that my baby will become a man that He loves, a man that He blesses, a man that will follow His law and His path. And above all I pray I could see you in the hereafter. I love you my son.

Jiwa kacau

Semalam tak dapat tidur nyenyak. Entah, kepala kosong. Tapi sekejap sekejap jenguk buaian, tengok baby Iman jaga tak. Mungkinkah sebab baby Iman tak tido sebelah aku, aku tak dapat tido. Entah... tak pasti. Tapi terasa sangat ingin bawa baby Iman pergi bercuti sehari dua atau seminggu di tempat lain seperti pantai ke... Hmmm  Bilalah dapat pergi bercuti dengan baby Iman (berdua) tinggalkan papa dia di bengkel nye. heheheh

kesian anak mama

Kesian anak mama, selalu kena marah mama. Dah la kecik lagi, tak paham ape2. Kenapa laa aku ni temper sangat.....

Open mind

I should say we should keep an open mind into the issue of breastfeeding. Although it does become an emotional issue to me, but there are some issue out there where people should consider that sometimes breastfeeding is not an option, because there are people who can't breastfeed. I read some of the stories of devastated mothers who become the victim of breastfeeding propaganda. Breastfeeding is an option, a choice, not a "must do or get judge" thing. Women who choose to breastfeed sometimes they just couldn't breastfeed, maybe because of health, the baby herself, or other issues that we just couldn't understand. But quit pressing people to breastfeed because World Organization say so, or the doctor say so, or the mother in law say so. I, myself opt to breastfeed, and it a struggle. But now I will keep an open mind. That breastfeeding is an option, a choice.  Whoever breastfeed, congratulations, and for those who doesn't congratulations too. Because the baby is the most important issue than all the propaganda.